He holds his arms out in crucifixion, begging in pain to be forgiven.

He does not sleep his first night, and begs forgiveness from both western and reservation deities from Jesus to Pookong. He has brought blankets, rope and string, nails, glue, tools, matches, pots and pans, seeds, and flour. The Savage (John) travels through England until he reaches the lighthouse, believing it to be a difficult and harsh place to live. He tells them that he too is planning to go away tomorrow, though he does not know where. The Savage tells them that he asked to be sent away with them, and the Controller refused in order to continue the experiment of his immersion in society. Helmholtz and Bernard are astonished at his self-punishment, and tell him that they have come to say goodbye before they are sent to an island. He asks him if he ate something that didn't agree with him, and the Savage says that he ate civilization, and that it poisoned and defiled him, and that he drank, according to Indian purification tradition, mustard and warm water. Helmholtz goes to find the Savage, who looks ill.

Chapter 18 sparknotes brave new world